Thanks for that extra info, Ashley.
You've got a mindset change that needs happen, you know.
‘I feel like' … ‘I'm not good enough' … and the real decider of the issue is … ‘I'm just scared'
OK, did you know that most everyone gets scared they're going to get hurt? Check out an old blog post on Trust Becomes The Glue For Love for a brief overview.
True love with the ideal person who is meant for you is actually something worth going through a bit of pain for. Life will throw curve balls and you need to know that. Anything less means you'll end up as a lonely woman living by yourself with cats.
Search for other material on the site too, to help you. Keep focussed on happiness and the things you do want as opposed to straying into negatives.